Tomorrow

Tomorrow is my iv for vet.May Allah gives me rezeki for passing the iv.Im quite nervous yet still can handle it.I’ ve go through  the past questions.I hope the interviewer will be the kindest interviewer ever.

Dear self

 Idk what is the prob,but ik i got a prob with my heart.It comes time to time.And everytime it comes,i feel like dying,i feel like i hv done mistake and this is balasan for it.Allah,im feeling so suck,hurt mess up .wallahii Allahh..help me Allahhh

10 sept 2020

 Allah,i really want to go diving to the islands as much as i afford.I beg you Allah,please make all things easy and please Allah give me the easiest ways to travel to the islands.In Syaa Allah

5 sept

 What should i do?i cant even see your pictures.It is annoying and i hate it

*my bucket list*

 1)scuba diving

 2)dive with the whale

I want to come here

So,i just thinking of some countries i nak travel bila i ada rezeki nanti.So i nak pegi amsterdam.The first place cause i love tulips bae.Dah lama i idam nak pergi sana.Cita2 nak belajar kat sana dah tak dapat.Isokay In Syaa Allah ada rezeki nak pergi jalan2 sana.Then,second place is korea la.I nak rasa winter dekat korea.In Syaa Allah.Hmm lagi2 i nak pergi LA sebab ramai cakap pergi sana best.I would like to witness it by my own eyes.

14:04

You dont deserve me.You are not working as hard as i am.The things i always listen to you on the phone are all the sighed.Just go.Go find someone suits you.Nay,im not sad.My heart didnt sick at all about this.Thats what my heart felt.Just go away.Im feeling annoyed with you.Am i cruel?no,this is me.You should find out the real side of me man.